9. I struggle in my walk with Christ
I don't want to disappoint you. I admire your faith, your zeal, your dedication. I support you because I can have a ministry through you. I wish I could do what you do, but I can't. But I am delighted to live my ministry vicariously through you.
Contrary to what I see in you, my life is a mess. My marriage is not great, and I'm not the success in business I portray. Frankly, I'm struggling with my faith. I rarely read my Bible. We go to church only because of the kids. I fall asleep when I pray. Internet porn attracts me—too much. I'm a fraud.